Dear J,

How have you been these days?

Taipei is getting really hot, normally I could surviv through switching on the fan, but not the case anymore. I suppose the neighbours are turing their air conditioner on these days, thus my little room with a small open window is accumulating all the warm air from the A/C around.

It must be hard for you to understand my feeling right now since it is actually Winter in your side.. Sometime, I really can't stand long distance relationship. Especially when I saw those romantic scenes in the movie or sweet couples on the street. Actually, I think people can live well alone, I mean in singlehood, but because of all the media and advertising influences, we began to desire for relationship, thirst for companionship.

Maybe I am just the person who had too much, spoiled, thus am so in to pursuing freedom. Selfish, that is the word I have been heard from few of the persons who are close to me whom used it to describe me. I don't want to settle down yet, I still want to explore this world, I still have so many things that I would like to do which people actually consided it as luxuries for the age of mine...

My mom said that I still act like a child...didn't really grow up..

I don't know how true is the statement, but I know that I do value a lot for my dreams, regardless of the reality..

I know I will go for it, since this is my life, isn't it?

Dear J, I suppose you are falling in love with a trouble maker. Hope you have a strong heart for me. There is still a long way for us to go, not only these four months till reunion but also the long journey till my settlement.

Loves,

Ai