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越過一片森林
2007/05/07 19:19:49瀏覽504|回應4|推薦5

前幾天晚上突然想起村上春樹『挪威的森林』,想到了綠,就拿了書重讀關於綠對被愛執著。
還記得高中第一次看這本書就對綠的愛情觀感到認同,就是明知道這樣是無理去鬧的要求,卻嚮往著,彷彿她說出我一直追求的愛情模式
「我所追求的純粹只是任性。完全的任性。例如說我現在向你說我想吃草莓蛋糕,於是你把一切都放下跑去買,並且呼呼地喘著氣回來說:『嗨,Midori,草莓蛋糕喔。』並遞過來,於是我說:『恩,我已經不想吃這個了。』而把它從窗子往外一扔丟掉。我所追求的是這樣的東西。」
這一大段聽起來是多麼的不可理喻,但對綠來說這是唯一能表達完全愛戀的方式,相反的她也投注她全心的愛,在一段感情之中。

常常我試著解釋我希望的愛情,但怎麼說聽起來都與現實脫軌,想體會被完全愛著、完整的愛情,是幾乎不可能實現的吧!當我越過一片森林,看前方去路,卻只看見斷崖,為了尋找那個人,還是有勇氣一躍而下,沒有恐懼,就是接這樣著的感覺。
挪威的森林是這樣靜謐、安靜、潔白無瑕,能象徵心中渴望被愛的孤獨領域,如果有另外一個人能踏入那裡並且駐足,等於完全看透對方的心,就算只是並肩坐著,也能感受緊密聯繫。如果這輩子都遇不到這樣的人,那希望我的晚年能到挪威的某一片森林裡,與我渴望被愛的心獨處,我願意背負起它所有孤獨

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昨天半夜與一群可以說是陌生人的人在同一個空間看NBA直播,看50寸的投影螢幕上格子很大的運動員跑來跑去,感覺很特別,太陽跟馬刺的比賽幾乎沒有冷場,不過在決勝的最後三分鐘,Nash跟Parker發生了意外,Nash的鼻子撞上了Parker的額頭,沒想到Nash的鼻子出現可怕的撕裂傷,雖然醫護人員幫不斷幫他止血,血還是不斷的滲出,但Nash卻只顧著場上比賽不在意臉上的傷,讓我感到很心疼,球衣也沾滿了血跡,也因為這樣技術台不讓Nash上場,看他焦急著在場邊踱步跟技術台爭論,鼻子上的血還是不停不下來,這就是運動家的精神吧!
雖然最後輸了,但Nash仍然是我心中的MVP,他的拼勁讓我動容,以下影片是這場比賽的highlight,影片的1分40秒就是意外發生的時刻,Nash滿臉是血的樣子應該要燃起太陽未來幾場更強烈的求勝意志才行啊!
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Right
2007/05/08 07:58

I agree. Nash also said the Suns weren't "hungry" enough. Marrion didn't do anything until the second half. They should be able to push the tempo faster to their advantage, instead they were playing the Spurs tempo. It is still annoying though seeing the Spurs whined about every single foul they got no matter how obvious the foul was, but apparently it was working to their favour.

Suns should be able to win no doubt about it. They just have to play better the next game.

To be honest, I'm a little scared thinking the Suns playing the Warriors. The Warriors are good and it will be interesting to see who runs whom out of the house if they ever be able to have a match.

No, I wasn't able to go to Pheonix though I was really thinking about making the trip. I watched it with my boyfriend at home.



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....2
2007/05/08 00:35
今天太陽的進攻不夠有力,不知道MikeD'Antoni 是不是下令不要灌藍,好幾次可以灌進的球卻選擇用上籃的方式,而錯失了攻擊籃框的機會。
勇士對小牛的第六場打得真的很有氣勢,尤其是主場的球迷那種熱烈的態度,這恐怕也是鳳凰城的球迷應該要學習的(下次來一下橘色or紫色人海吧!XD)今天勇士跟爵士的比賽我要上課,勇士要擊敗爵士還有一段艱苦的路要走,不過還是希望他們能努力,太陽也要努力擊敗馬刺,因為我還蠻想看西區太陽跟勇士的對決,好讓那些看不起跑轟戰術的名嘴閉嘴。
一起加油吧!(真羨慕你有機會能到現場看球...)^^

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我了解你的心情
2007/05/08 00:34
我能夠了解你的憤怒,因為今天裁判的吹判讓比賽看起來不是鳳凰城的主場。
Stoudemire 第三次的犯規吹判,以及最後三分鐘Stoudemire 、Barbosa 的關鍵球,裁判的哨音不是沒響就是不及時,當時我看得也很生氣,但這就是NBA,裁判的吹判就是一切。
還記得第五戰小牛贏勇士,裁判也很明顯的是站在小牛那一邊,我們不能阻止裁判的私心(講好聽一點,或許他站的角度不好),但是除了怪罪裁判外,我想太陽應該還可以打得更好,甚至應該在第三節就將比分拉開,而不是到最後才開始擋拆戰術(馬刺今天手感太好,但看起來他們也守不住太陽的擋拆攻擊)。

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Angry!!!
2007/05/07 22:21

I was so angry at the referees yesterday, especially the last few calls towards the end of the game that they basically decided to give the win to the Spurs. I was so angry that I didn't watch the last few seconds and instead volunteered to carry the garbage out (normally I don't do it unless my boyfriend begs me). I was so angry that I couldn't sit up straight.

Suns still had a chance when they were down by 2 and Spurs was doing the free throws. The refs called a ridiculous foul on Babosa so Spurs got one more technical shot that basically sealed the win. Stoudmire was fouled at least twice when he tried to score but no calls. Dan An'tonio was laughing and asking incredulously, "Where is the foul?"

I hate NBA when the game outcome is dictated by the refs not the players. If you have the refs going against you the team basically need to outplay the other team to the extent that diminishes the refs' biased calls.

Anyway, not sure if you have been watching the Golden State Warriors. They are such a fun team to watch it is almost like a second Pheonix Suns. They beat the best team Dallas Mavericks in a breathtaking 6 games in first round. They are playing tonight and I'll be watching it.