I am always blamed by my mother.

What I do is usually wrong.

My sister often say I am so mean to her, and then my mom will say I am too selfish.

When I tell my mom that I feel so tired about doing a lot of assignment and thesis, she always can 

find something to blame me.  

She never encourage me.

I am under much pressure now, so I like to watch some movies to ease the pressure.

But my mom always don't understand what i think.

I think my sister must hate me because I dislike her.

I have to go to English cram school this morning,but  I got up late.

My parents think I am too tired,however, it's not the real truth.

I did it purposely.

My soul, my heart ,my body are all very tired,not just my body.

But I still went to the cram school finally.

I am not  brave enough to oppose my parents directly.

I am annoyed and impatient now, and I don't want to sleep.

I hope I can always stay awake.

IhopeIcandisappearrightnowandnoonecanfindme.