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Prologue 楔子 This night 這一夜 Was also my already passing away mother's birthday 也是我已過世媽咪的生日 Since after I am sick… 自從我患病之後 Throughout every night in dream 始終每晚在夢中 Can only see the appearance which she sobs 只能看見她哭泣的模樣 When I awaken 當我驚醒時 I am hoping 我多麼冀望著 All these are not real 這一切都不是真實 Prologue 楔子 I used the whisky and the grape wine have swallowed two several sleeping pills 我用威士忌與葡萄酒吞了二十幾顆安眠藥 Has taken a knife 拿了把刀 Lies down in the floor 躺在地板 A knife jabs into the heart 一刀刺進心臟 When I felt that has a strength 當我感覺有股力量 Knife toward external bracing 將刀子往外拉 That moment I see 那一刻我看見 Mother's appearance 媽咪的模樣 No longer is sobbing 不再哭泣著 But 但 Also has not smiled 也沒有微笑 Draws out the knife 拔出刀子 The blood has splashed place 血濺了一地 I treat in the room 我待在房間 Has treated for four days 待了四天 Prologue 楔子 Does not stop along with the blood toward the outflow 隨著血液不停地往外流 Bed quilt 棉被 Bedspread 床單 Clothes 衣服 Moistened has filled my blood 沾滿了我的血 That share to mother's in fault feeling 那份對媽咪的內咎感 Has weakened the trifle 減弱了些許 Prologue 楔子 7.29 day and nights 7.29日 夜 I have been fed in Taoyuan after the country sensitive abundant hospital 我被送進了 桃園市 經國 敏盛醫院 Surgical department intensive care unit 外科加護病房 In intensive care unit 在加護病房中 My innermost feelings especially tranquil 我的內心格外地平靜 Because I knew 因為我知道 These blood do not have the white print 這些血液沒有白流 Treats as regarding the mother in the fault one kind makes reparations 就當作對於媽咪內咎的一種贖罪 Prologue 楔子 Intensive care unit two days 加護病房的兩天 I thought that I will arrive at other world 我以為我會到另外一個世界 The knife is left over less than one centimeter from the heart 刀子距離心臟剩下不到一公分 Just left the hospital 剛出院 Tomorrow must return to the hospital 明天還要回醫院 Kiss and Good night sweet day 吻 晚安了 My friends 朋友們 I said： 我說： I’m find 我 很好 楔子 Prologue ps: Daddy who worried for me said：Sorry 為我擔心的爸爸說聲 對不起 The little sweet mother who worried for me said：Sorry 為我擔心的小媽說聲 對不起 為我勇敢著的甜美妹妹 琳妲 說聲 謝謝妳 Miss Linda, who she is brave and she is my little sweet sister for me said：Thank you very much |
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