I wish I were 36 today. I remember when I was there then, I had two cute little daughters about ready to start school. And a few years later we added a little boy to the roster. The following twenty some years down the road I worked hard to put all of them through colleges and graduate schools. As for the financial tab -- it came close to around a million dollar (US$ ) ( for today's tuition levels ) and that didn't count in three new cars . And fortunately they all turned out to be good kids and started their own careers.
To me, I feel 36 year of age is just the beggining of good life and with a lot of hard work ahead of course. Hang on there, young Butterfly. You will find your way . And you know that some one you have been dreaming of for some time will be there waiting for you .
Happy New Year !
ps : Sorry, English is the only language I can write on the web for the time being .