i'm on the verge of nervous breakdown and exhausted  physically....., that's part of the reason i decided to give away those beloved kittens , what determined me to harden my heart to "leave behind" them is the brutal fact that i failed to offer them a decent place to live in.........i'm just too busy and they are too many of them kids....

i'm sorry for them....and more than anything else....i'm sorry for myself....being unable to take good care of all of them......

thanks for your concern pal....

thanks,

fenco