Sorry....sorry for what? for myself.
I feel so depressed right now, angry, sad, disappointed and disgusted.
I hate myself. Yes, I admit.
I don't like the one who I am right here right now...
That's bad. Really bad.
I can't think anymore. It's emotional time. I shouldn't think at this moment.

I try to cry, but I forget how to cry.
I'm so sorry. I screwed up.
But it'll never be the end day of the world, therefore, I have to stand up.

Self-pity is the lethal enemy.
If I beated it someday, it would be the successful day.

Strengthen my mind, my soul, and my will.
I wanna fight my dignity back!