To My Dearest Children( Strangely, 1 of my son- Derrick & 2of my daughters - Denise & AngelA  are missing )

致離奇失蹤的三兒女(鈞媛,鈞堤,家慈)您們好:

 It has been 12 years, I have not hear anything from 3 of you, Being a father, My heart aches for being strangely 3 of you are missing, I do miss 3 of you so much.

十二年來,血肉相連的父愛天性使我常不由自的掛念著離奇失蹤的您們,

During the holiday season it make me miss 3 of you even more, Each time I look at those pictures that belongs to 3 of yours childhood ,My tear comes with self-pity swell up.It reminisce each moment we were together.(That is the Only thing I have about 3 of you and carry them with me all the time)

每逢佳節倍思親,僅能獨自愛憐的對著身邊僅留您們幼童的相片,一再回憶著種種歡樂的相聚,

Because of my stupidity and negligence, I didn't let 3 of you to enjoy  family life completely, The guilty eats me up deeply!

而因為自己的愚昧及疏忽,使您們不能享受完整甜蜜家庭生活,我一直深感到自責愧疚!

I face severe pressure of daily life after tremendous changes, and shame and remorse tear my mind apart, I had been through all kinds of dilemma.

我十二年來,面對驟變後的真實生活壓力又內心常深感羞慚悔恨的交迫煎熬,真是嘗盡千辛萬苦.

Fortunately, God stand by my side in the right time and send angelic christain to pray and bless me, and lead me into the realm of God's world.

幸好我身旁常適時出現如因著神的大愛派遣來天使般基督徒禱告祝福我,又引領我認識神,

I feel God is always there with me, the glory of God comfort and protect me使我因此一路來,一直感受到有神的同在,有神的安慰及神的保護,and all the way through my dark period (those down time as if death cloaked my path) without any persecution.Even make the renaissance of my soul and make it stronger than before.而能行過此段如死蔭般的幽谷時期，也從沒遭害，甚至於更使我的靈魂甦醒，漸漸壯膽剛強了。

I long to reunite with 3 of you and enjoy each moment being with 3 of you, I wish I am able to do father's duty( let me fill my obligation) to 3 of you, 當然我很想能夠儘快與您們歡喜相聚在一起,能夠盡為人父責任 To take care of you and give you a hand whenever you need it.照顧您們,幫助您們,

At the smae time, I think the most important of all is to lead 3 of you to know the Father My God.

但同時我認為更重要的是必需儘快引領您們儘快認識天父我的神, 瞭解天父神的奇妙大愛,使您們一生一世，都有天父神的恩惠慈愛來照顧著您們, 這是我目前迫切尋找各方基督徒求助的目的和我目前禱告祈求神的唯一重點.

May God bless my children and may everything goes well and smooth by their side.

祈神多賜福我兒女們,願兒女們萬事皆喜樂如意.

Love

from, your father. FROM TAIPEI TAIWAN

父字 台灣台北

深深感謝 http://blog.udn.com/bonafida您的大力幫助 ,感激不盡 !

Three of you are always in my thought !