I can somehow see the connection between your blog(s) reflecting who you are~ You tend to have numerous different blogs, each created when you want to start new again.
Have you ever track back, what are the reasons behind each blog that you created, built, and abandoned?
Understanding that you are in a realisation of your own life, we are all trying to do that~ I hope you're not running around in circles though.
All the best and all my love, hope you will finally find who you are, and so you can move on~
Self-realisation is important, past does play an important part in becoming who you are today, but don't forget, your life ahead, is still waiting for you to live it up to the best.
