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To the memory of my beloved
2007/09/17 05:16:19瀏覽484|回應2|推薦11

When I studied in UK, I got sick. I went back home and had surgery in the hospital during Christmas. During my recovery, my father passed away. I was very sad but still had to go back to UK to carry on my study. I didn't know how to get the strength to continue my study. I had questioned myself whether my  decision to study in UK was wrong. I dedicated my Master thesis to the memory of my father.

When I completed my second Master, I planned to pay for my elder sister's trip to UK to attend my graduation ceremony. However, she revealed to me that she was very sick. She said she would travel with me later when she recovered. However, she could not make it. She left us in 2003. 

When I studied my Doctorate degree, my mother got sick and passed away in Oct., 2005. I was very sad. I postphoned my study and didn't want to work. Now, I got the strength to continue my school work. Though I couldn't dedicate my dissertation to my mother during her life time, I wish that I could have the strenght to finish it and dedicate it to the memory of her.

I have another sister. She said that to remove the saddness, it is better not to mention it. However, I choose to face it and build up my strength from it.

2011, I got my Doctorate Degree. I dedicated my paper to the memory of my parents and elder sister.

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共勉
2007/09/18 16:23

我完全贊同您的觀點,面對才能放下,放下並非放棄,而是繼續向前的輕鬆...

我還深信,周圍的摯愛離開我們,就是我們要在這兒學習展開另一頁人生的啟發,懂了,就會更清楚自己的選擇是正確的.

我多年前選擇留在國內,現在看來,真的就是有道理的...了然於心~~

也祝福您!一起加油~

warming(warming) 於 2007-09-18 19:38 回覆:
Thanks a lot!

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加油
2007/09/18 04:47

生命的消長是自然現象 通常都是活著的人不捨 不要在沉溺再負面得的情緒中 趕快

走出陰霾 還有很多的事等著你去做 加油喔


warming(warming) 於 2007-09-18 16:03 回覆:
謝謝, 正在努力中。