"I remember"  Thanks  my on-line diary for reminding me of the short memo I wrote two years ago. Funny to read those silly lines. But I feel proud that I am so true to identify my desirable or ideal Mr. Right in the different stages.

I remember --When I studied in the elementary school, I
wanted to marry a boy who always played dodge ball with me during the break. I think I needed a partner to play with.

I remember---When I studied in the junior high school, I
wanted to marry a young man who always rode his bike with me and accompanied me home safely and when I was tired of studying or couldn't stand too much pressure from endless tests every day, he was the one who comforted me when I was in need. I think I needed a partner to get through the difficulties.

I remember--When I studied in junior college, I wanted to
marry a young man who helped me with lots of task in my
club and shared lots of duties together. I think I needed
a partner to work with.

I remember--When I started to work in the cram school and
the hotel, I wanted to marry a man who always gave me a
call and chatted with me during the midnight and listened
to my stories. I think I needed a partner to share with.

And now I am searching for my own happiness.

I think I need the one who is my happiness.

Finding the one you love who can grow old with you is one kind of happiness.
Staying with the one you love who can cry loudly and laugh crazily with you is another kind of happiness.

Being with the one you love who can pay attention to you and notice every change in every moment of life is another kind of happiness.

Living with the one you love who can always say "I love you. I care for you. I am really in need of you. You make me complete. You let me feel I am somebody instead of nobody." is certainly another kind of happiness.

Getting together with the one you love who can not only share your sorrow but also your laughter is another kind of happiness.