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Date: Sun, 30 Jul 2017 at 9:21 pm
Subject: Miss you
Love you and miss you so much.
It is hard not to blame on our decision of going to China in 2006. I lost my dear daughter, my only child subsequently. My daughter has suffered badly since then.
There were so many mistakes such as:
1. I should not have left you behind for a month and I came back on my own to Melbourne to pack. I could not know what has happened to you when we were apart but I was under a lot of pressure too to deal with so many things on my own.
2. I should not have been to work in Hangzhou. Work seemed appealing to me, but actually it was my husbands deep concern as he wanted me to work. It has been the big regret for me not spending time with my daughter in a new country, which was new to both of us.
3. I should not have sent you to two Taiwanese home stay homes, It was my negligence.
4. I should not have been indulged in blogging when you were in the gap year.
.......... oh, so much so, it is a long list to say.
Darling, I am so sorry. Above all, I should have tried to have a second child as you desired to have a sibling. Oh, darling, I am so sorry. I wish to cry loud and hug you tight.
Darling, please help me to make it up for all of my mistakes.
Sent from my iPad
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