爸爸病況日誌（據C轉述）：

2008年12月17日（Taiwan time）

1.除了打二到三針鎮定劑方漸漸入睡外，爸每天都歇斯底里地嚎啕大哭、破口大罵、悲從中來、呼天搶地、痛哭失聲、苦不堪言......誠如聖經上所言「誰能救我脫離這取死的身體?」晚上6時許，漫罵的主題是「AB斯」(二叔)氣恨的怨氣瀰漫整個醫院、病房，連醫生、護士、Ui都束手無策、完全傻眼，C正巧又打電話過去，便和醫生約，當天晚上10時偕同N一起去討論病情。8時許，護士又給爸打第2次鎮定劑，十時許方入睡。C和N特地買爸愛吃的燒先草(低熱量、高蛋白，適腎臟病者)去，他卻已向大哭大鬧後有片體鳞傷(因手腳淤血多處)的小孩，在猶未淚乾的悲傷中，緩緩地、疲憊地沉睡了去，彷彿不再會醒來!!

2.從上週六至今幾乎均不願意進食，C囑Ui給爸喝腎臟病專用奶粉。（據Ui說，爸說想死，故不願服藥及進食。）

3.因糖尿病及雙腳無知覺及無運動，血液循環極差，雙腳變黑，很危險，如情況惡化，需截肢；故醫院改用水床給爸睡，以避免腳部血管遭受硬床的壓力，另似亦給藥治療。

4.爸背部褥瘡發濃，醫生建議請整形外科醫師刮濃及動手術換皮，以免發炎惡化。

子女對應情況：

1.O 2009年1月2日抵台，14日離台。 

2.D 2009年1月2日抵台，5日離台，再於當月21日抵台，26日離台。 

3.二姐可於12月29日以後  赴台數週。

4.E 12月19日 應徵工作interview後 方能決定 回台行程。

5.Flora 將聯繫台灣經絡按摩師 幫爸穴道按摩，盼能促進腳部血液循環。

6.C 表示壓力非常大，快撐不住，盼大家輪流早日回台看爸。

綜合回顧：

爸於11月下旬 因洗腎時發現血壓降到約60，故住院觀察，當時即直

唸O、E為何還不回來，並數度以為醫師、N是O；O

曾數次打電話給爸，爸均說聽不到；住院數日後出院，惟於12月7

日因連續講話7、8個小時無法中止，嘴唇因而裂開，故再度入院，

診斷為腦微血管輕度溢血壓到腦神經且有血塊流出；12月11日至14

日D回台，觀察報告如後；E於12月12日打去，爸哭泣，語

音無法辨識。12月14日O打電話到醫院，爸叫一聲O，隨即

以哭泣聲音講話，語音混糊無法辨識。

Dear sisters and brother,

I've just came back from Taipei yesterday. During the three days, from

12-14 Dec., I've spent a couple of hours each day staying in hospital to

accompany with Dad. The status of Dad, according to my observation, is

that : while his illusion occurred by the left brain stroke, perhaps

happened a couple weeks ago(we don't know the exact date) ,is getting

better, I can feel that Dad is at the last step of his life.

He now lost the ability to stand up. He can only sit on the edge of bed or

wheelchair for no longer than half hour. The stroke damaged his eye vision

by 80 to 90 %. He can only to recognize me by my voice, not by looking at

me. He needs to put napkin on for 24 hours a day now. That means he'd

lost the ability to piss or pupu. And the disability to sit or stand

forced him lay on the bed most of the time and unfortunately in the morning

of yesterday we found he got wounded, like burned, probably caused by

long-time covering and no bathing over a week, on his back and needs to be

treated. And most importantly, the huge pains from all over his body,the

joints,the bones,shoulder, attacks him day and night and makes him cried

and shouted all day long,even when he was slept. The ability of his

talking is around from 10% on last Friday to 30% on last Sunday. One of the

reason why he cannot speak clearly is because he cried all the time and too

push to talk.

While he was awake,during the last 3 days, he'd been talked a lot about

the conflicts and fights between he and 2nd uncle. It looks that it hurt

him a lot. Strangely he never mentioned Mom or anyone else. And he kept

saying he is so good-mind and so respected by others. Sounds like he

didn't understand why his 2nd brother did so many bad things to him even

Dad cared and helped him so much when he was young ( Oh,O, have I done

anything bad to you? If yes, please tell me and let me compensate when we

are all still young...ha.. )

Well, this is what all about in the last week in hospital.

                        ~~ D ~~~~